It's amazing to me that one person doubting my ability to stay true to the one person who means everything in the world to me can make me doubt myself. It may seem like a long shot that the two of us could be so sure we are going to be together for the rest of our lives, but it happens. It upsets me to think that people in this world cannot see how much it means to me to even have him to call mine at this point. We have been through so much together as a couple over the last year and something, but through all the curveballs and rough spots and fights we managed to make it work and we are as strong as ever.
If even you do not believe in me, then how am I to believe in myself?
Someone once told me not to think about the end in the middle, but when the end is nowhere in sight one has only the need to believe to keep that endlessness alive. When in doubt, just think about all the times we made it through things that seemed impossible, and remember how much stronger and closer we grew because of it. It scares me to know that people out there still doubt my ability to put my mind to something and keep it there. If you are going to tell me I can do anything I put my mind to, then how can you tell me that you don't believe I can do this?
I will prove you wrong about me...
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